Many, many years ago I first heard Anselm's comment: I do not seek to understand so that I can believe, but I believe so that I may understand. I have always liked Anselm's presuppositional statement of faith. Believe in terms of faith and trust makes belief in terms of understanding and knowledge possible.
But I never knew the context of this quote until my friend Gordon Carpenter passed on this prayer to me the other day. I pass it on to you as well for your own reflection and edification. And may we all believe so we may understand.
Lord Jesus Christ: Let me seek you by desiring you
and let me desire you by seeking you;
let me find you by loving you,
and love you in finding you.
I confess Lord with thanksgiving,
that you have made me in your image,
so that I can remember you, think of you, and love you.
But that image is so worn and blotted out by faults,
and darkened by the smoke of sin,
that it cannot do that for which it was made,
unless you renew and refashion it.
Lord, I am not trying to make my way to your height,
for my understanding is in no way equal to that,
but I do desire to understand a little of your truth
which my heart already believes and loves.
I do not seek to understand so that I can believe,
but I believe so that I may understand,
and what is more,
I believe that unless I do believe, I shall not understand.
Amen
Anselm
1033 - 1109
Brian K. Rice
Leadership ConneXtions International
www.lci.typepad.com